a pensieve

Skipping Christmas

I really want to skip Christmas this year.

I just feel so bad for not having any means of giving anything to my family and friends. Since 1998, I have been giving away X’mas gifts to people. This year, I have nothing to give.

As much as I enjoy receiving gifts, I also love giving away gifts. Whether it’s big or just small things. I don’t like the feeling of just receiving or collecting gifts. It doesn’t feel fair.

I have already received a couple of offers that they will take care of my expenses, just for me to attend Christmas parties. Don’t get me wrong, I am grateful for them and I feel loved but it just doesn’t feel right.

I wish it’s January already.

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